I’m the first person to object to change. It scares the living hell out of me. I like consistancy. However these last few weeks have changed my life, the way I live & my future.
I’m the happiest I’ve been in a very very very long time. Its like Ive been alive, but not feeling it. Not in an emo way. I just feel like my body and mind are completely awake. Awake from a bad dream. Now I’m living the life that I deserve. With someone who is compatible with my everything. This time is different. I can feel it in the pit of my stomach. I don’t know how else to put it. Words cant just describe it. Ive got a feeling these feelings will stick around for awhile. And I’m okay with that change. Change like this is good. I’m completely falling for this kind of change.